fuck yeah. I get my new car in about two weeks. I hear they may be shutting down a whole street just for street racers. If that happens I'll sure as hell be there. Look for the bad ass car with kick as driver. See you all there.

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I don't know why. I feel as though I could wait till the end of time for her. Yet I feel as though If I wait another second my heart will burst. I don't know why things need to be so complicated sometimes. I feel like it's so obvious. I wish she could see it as well. I don't like her to know this but I feel like every day drags on. Sometimes the only way for me to keep motivated is to tell myself over and over again it's for our future. It's sad really. I don't hang out with friends anymore. Just work come home work on school work and sit in front of this computer. I don't believe I'm obsessed with her. Just in love................SHe is so fucking stubborn. I love her more then my next breath I have for 4 years now. She cant get through her head that I just want us to be together. I hate my fucking life. Why can't I fucking be happy for once. Neither of us are happy SHe can lie to me all she wants but I can tell. Just like I've always been able to tell. Do you really think that I haven't told myself day in and day out she deserves someone better then me. I don't wear a tie or suit to work. I wear gloves and a heavy jacket and I carry shit around all day. I work my ass off. Just for a dream that I can tell her in person I love her. Every day is lost time that I could spend with her. If god is going to toy with me like this and dangle mere happiness right in front of me and never let us be together then I want him to fucking kill me now. Cause I don't want to spend another moment in this world without knowing her touch and her solft spoken words. Fuck everyone out there who says it's better to have loved and lose then never have loved at all. Cause they dont know what its like to have two people love each other and can't be together. I just wish want to be with her. Then atleast everything would seem worth it.

I find myself so deeply in love.....Its a web I cannot escape. Not that I have been able to escape since the day She left me. Its been close to two years since we first started dating. God only knows I would give up my heart and soul for her. She is everything to me. My all. God please if you will leave me in this pain my whole life. the pain of longing for her day after day then please by all means take my life today. I cannot fight it much longer. AiNing Wu ai ni zhi si. However soon that may be. Jeff